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The 28th of Av

  B"H Today is the 28th of Av .  On this day in 1942, the Nazis murdered approximately 13,000 Jews in Rostov . Among them was my great-aunt, Miriam, after whom my mother Odel Miriam, is named. And among them was my great-great-grandfather, Nachman. Nachman was a scholar, a learned man. He was also a baker. But not just any baker. He had the tremendous merit of baking for the Fifth Lubavitcher Rebbe, the Rebbe Rashab . And on this day, the Nazis took this holy Jew into the street. They tied his beard to a rope, attached the other end to a wagon, and dragged him until his holy soul left his body. For most of my life, I never even knew this story. I only learned it about ten years ago, when I was already in my mid-forties. And yet, since learning it, it has become one of those stories that somehow anchors me. Because think about it. They murdered Nachman because he was a Jew. They were not only trying to murder a man. They were trying to murder a people. They wanted there to be n...
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The Inner Alchemy of Mitzvot - Arial Netzavim

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Yehudi Lights: Counter-Illumination and Bitul

  B"H Yehudi Lights: Counter-Illumination and Bitul in Chabad Chassidus Elul 18 5785 Project “Yehudi” set out to solve a simple but profound problem: in daylight a plane is seen not because it is loud or large, but because it casts a silhouette, contrast against the sky. Engineers discovered that you could remove the silhouette not by painting the plane darker, but by adding more light, forward-facing lamps that raised the craft’s apparent brightness to match the heavens. The result: the aircraft ceased to register as a separate thing. Its “I am here” vanished into the ambient glow. Chabad Chassidus would call that move, astonishingly modern for a wartime lab, by an ancient name: bitul . And because the project’s very name is Yehudi (“Jew”), the metaphor practically begs to be unpacked. 1) Contrast and hester: why things become visible Chassidus begins with a paradox: the world (olam) is from the root he’elem , concealment. What we see is already filtered light. Like atmospheri...

Gratitude equals alignment - Arizal Tavo

B"H Adopted from the Arizal Parshas Tavo This week’s Torah portion introduces us to the commandment of bringing the Bikkurim , the first fruits, to the Temple. On the surface, it looks like a simple act of gratitude: a person places their ripened fruits into a basket and presents them to the priest. But when you lean into the deeper current, you realize it is a profound mirror of our own spiritual lives. The Torah uses the word T ene for “basket.” Mystically, this basket represents the feminine container within us, the part of ourselves that gathers, holds, and manifests. It is the womb of our lived experience, the place where energy takes on form. The fruits inside are the overflow of our labor, our love, our creativity, the tangible outcomes of our soul’s engagement with the world. Yet, there’s a hidden warning here. Whenever Divine abundance flows into the world, there is the risk that unintegrated aspects of ourselves, the parts still in shadow, will siphon off this energy....

Moshiach encounter of the Besh"t

 B"H Happy Chai Elul!  Adoption of the letter the holy, R’ Yisrael Baal Shemtov, of blessed memory, wrote to his brother-in-law upon his ascent on Rosh Hashana in the year 5507 -1747 I summoned the soul’s ascent, as you know and I saw wondrous things in a vision, things I had never seen before, since I stood fully awake in my consciousness. What I saw and learned in that ascent is impossible to put into words, even mouth-to-mouth. When I returned to the lower world of flesh and saw how many souls, the living and the dead, those I knew and those I did not, were traveling back and forth, countless and beyond measure, ascending from world to world through a column of light known to those who know Kabbalah, my heart overflowed. There was such great joy that my mouth could not tell it and the physical ear could barely bear to hear. Many wicked ones were drawn back to repentance; their sins were forgiven, for the time of favor was great. It astonished me how many were received in Te...